That this is just where you might end,
That the last steps you take,
Could be where you took your first.
That the nights you spent forgetting,
About in which city you were in,
That they could be as bright as your memories,
Will ever get.
That they could be as bright as your memories,
Will ever get.

We are surrounded by these relics,
Of a life that,
A life that no longer exists.
There are images of past days by ever crossing.
There's a ghost in the corner of your eye,
No matter how hard they shut.
Has it ever crossed your mind,
That this is just where you might end,
That the last steps you take,
Could be where you took your first.
That the nights you spent forgetting,
About in which city you were in,
That they could be as bright as your memories,
Will ever get.

So could we go to,
Where no-one ever leaves you laying.
Could we head for some place,
Where everything happens for a reason.

The scenery of somewhere else.
I wish things were that simple,
That leaving solves everything.
That departing covers mistakes you've made,
The wrong turns you took years ago,
That leaving solves everything.
The scenery of somewhere else.
I wish things were that simple,
That leaving solves everything.
That departing covers mistakes you've made,
The wrong turns you took years ago,
That leaving solves everything.

Today you were far away
and I didn't ask you why
What could I say
I was far away
You just walked away
and I just watched you
What could I say

How close am I to losing you

Tonight you just close your eyes
and I just watch you
slip away

How close am I to losing you

Hey, are you awake
Yeah I'm right here
Well can I ask you about today

How close am I to losing you
How close am I to losing

It's a blue, bright blue Saturday, ay, ay
And the pain has started to slip away, ay, ay

I'm in a backless dress on a pastel ward, the shining.
Think I want you still
But it may be pills at work

Do you really wanna know how I was dancing on the floor?
I was trying to fool you when I'm crawling up the door
And theres a tune at things you say that you don't do
Why don't you ring?

I was feeling lonely, feeling low
Feeling like I needed you
Like I'm waking up surrounded by me
A&E

It's a blue, bright blue Saturday, ay, ay
And the pain has started to slip away, ay, ay

I'm in a backless dress on a pastel ward, the shining
Think I want you still
But it may be pills at work

How did I get to accident, emergency?
All I wanted was you to take me out high
I was feeling lonely, feeling low
Feeling like I needed you
Like I hoped you'd call and hoped you'd see me
A&E

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

So this morning I got up bright and early to go and run some errands in Sunderland, mainly to get books, York Notes actually...God's gift to all Shakespeare students!  Was supposed to be meeting Carrie and Jayne at 12 for a bit of lunch, but Carrie texted to cancel due to severe nose-bleedage, turns out Jayne needed to come up anyway so we ended up going to Nando's for some good, good chicken.

On the Metro home I sat opposite this very intriguing male.  He had dreadlocks tied up and heaped on the top of his head, with the most beautiful face and hands I have ever seen (yes...I look at hands!).  He was wearing a suit with a red tie, and the best bit?  Poking out from his trousers at the bottom between his shoes, were red socks to match the tie.  He looked so happy with life as well, perhaps he had just had an interview and it went well.  Anyhoo, he made the usually horrendous (but thankfully only ten minute) Metro journey home bearable.  Yum.

Essay = Completed
Exam = Monday
Take Home Exam For Monday = Tomorrow's job.

I think things are coming along quite nicely.

(This now means everything will work out terribly).